Finally, a chill day. Third times the charm right? I literally sat on my ass all day today, and it was wonderful. We drove down to Wellington, bought bread and hummus for lunch. I caught up on all my blog posts, tried to write something for my friends newsletter, messaged my friends, skyped my mom, made the boys dinner while they went on a ride, ate some homemade green curry which was pretty darn tasty, watched the matrix, had coco pops with soy milk & pb&j toast for dessert, then passed the fuck out.
The definition of chill. But exactly what I needed.
Today I also finally let go of some unrealistic hopes I'd been holding on to, and it feels so wonderful just to shed that weight, and close that door. A NEW CHAPTER IS BEGINNING, WOOT.