You can only ever connect the dots looking back. It doesn't work when you look forward. It's only after you're experiences in retrospect that you can see how those events and occurrences fit together and shaped the path you're on now. I'm just done with trying to predict the dots in my future, and trying to line them up so that they fit together in a nice perfect predictable line, because you know what, I'm NEVER going to be able to predict them, because life is made up of the unknown. Life is unpredictable, that’s a fact. It's pretty futile trying to plan it out to a tee, and in the end all it leads to is unnecessary and illogical stress and fear of the future. I think that this is a very illogical mindset and unhealthy mindset to live in. I'm going to focus on just trusting the dots in my life, and trusting that in the future, when I look back that they will connect one way or another. I mean everything that happens in our lives is all informing the person that we are now, today, in this present moment, and that is a truly beautiful and grounding reality. And although the unpredictability of life is what brings us the most fear and anxiety, it's also what brings us the most joy, and what makes this life serendipitous, exciting, hilarious, and worthwhile.